In Everlasting Remembrance

31 March 2006

Afternoon Scramble

Timmy had a bad cough
Out came a clot the size a dough
He chewed it on so rough
& tore through his gums so tough

Drenched & deluded in the cove
Flying freedom in the distance of spots of dove
There is no more left to speak of love
Stones of heart unable to move
Of piercing thread & needle wove

In her hands he dies
Of misfortune & dice
Here within he lies
Bites the dust & bitten in lice
Blinded by deception & spies
All the strawberry shortcake, & all the pumpkin pies
Could never resolve back again their ties

26 March 2006

Dear...

Happy 41st Anniversary.

41 months would have made it into the Guinness Book of Records for longest running reality show. But it would probably be the worst reality show ever because my feelings for you are true & unpackaged, unappreciated by anyone else but only you.

If 3 months of school holidays seem plentiful, 41 months would have been a really long vacation. Every single day with you paints a picture of a sunny beach, sounds of crashing waves & a colourful beach umbrealla with a refreshing glass of cold lemonade.

My only regret is that while 28 months of NS is a drag, I can't get enough of each day of the 41 months I spent with you.

Give yourself just this moment, & think about all the good memories we have shared. I'm holding you close to my heart, just like how I have kept these memories fresh in my mind, since the first day I set sight on you. How I have repeated my story of how we met, of the "accidental" dates that we went on, like the MAF... how can I ever forget the exhilarating feelings of falling in love at that time?

We have started a beautiful fairy tale, & we will continue it happily forever after.

-huggies&muackz-
~cYuxianG~

20 March 2006

Lip's 21st Moonie Bday

It was Lippy's 21st Lunar Birthday on 18th March, & least to say, she was very excited. Shw went to place the order herself, & planned it such that everyone would be around. I guess that's what really represents a 21-yr-old. You have grown up to be a fine girl. =]




Her durian cake


Reaching for her birthday present... (uhh 3 candles)


Poking them in the right place...


"Why the candle butt so small..."


"Can we cut the cake now... (after I've done all the work)?"


Happy Birthday!!!


The strong fragrance... (did I mention it's durian?)



Stay cute & happy forever =*]

19 March 2006

A Penny For Your Thoughts

How do you convince someone about your opinions?
Write it down on a banknote.

Do you think there are as many different opinions as the number of banknotes circulating the world? So which ones would be written on $100 notes, or 50 $2 notes?

It doesn't matter what thoughts you have; the form of expression & mode of communication make or break your intent. We paint the colours with our words, & draw sides with wit & deceit.

It doesn't matter if your thoughts are straight or your conscience is clear, all you need is a quick mind & convincing speech.

It's really tiring talking to people these days. You can never really say anything straight to the point anymore. Everything must be packaged, abridged, adapted to personal preferences. It's so hard to establish back that layer of trust that people used to have when we were all in childhood. Similarly, you find yourself so much more suspicious of people, feelings that you will never have, or at least not felt so commonly.

I talk to people at work for 15 minutes and I'm all worn out mentally. Trying to sell my ideas, to beware not to get tricked into giving in, fighting a war of logic.

Why do we even need to talk so much just to get things done?

11 March 2006

Religious Greeting Cards?

Can you remember memorising the multiplication tables? I once had this square game with pop-up tiles. The sums would be printed on top of the tiles ("2X7, 3X3..."), & I would make a guess before popping up the tile to show the answer printed on its side. Most of the time I end up making patterns by popping up the tiles rather than learning my multiplication. Then came the rooftop of division. We were required to write down every step of the problem solving process in primary school, so if we got the final answer wrong, we would get the "method marks". So these division workings would stretch for half a page or more, dividing & carrying forward each step. Somehow divisions seem more difficult than multiplications, although they are the reverse of each other (multiplication requires sums, while divisions subtractions). Probably because divisions start with big numbers while multiplications start small.

We all start our life with a small number, 0. Our age is a few hours old, & our wisdom none. But surprisingly, our heart of understanding & acceptance is infinitely rich. I can still remember how my mum always says that when I was young, I enjoy being carried by others, even our Sikh neighbours. Babies do not discriminate between smell, colour or race. But as we grow up, we start to have differentiating thoughts about others & learn to categorise people. As we approach adulthood, we have discriminating mindsets which we thought were existent for a long time (possibly since young?), & thought them to be natural. By the time we grow old, we become grumpy old men unsatisfied & unfavourable against possibly everyone else in the world.

I wonder if Santa is one of them, because I haven't receive any Christmas present for years. He may be wise enough to pick the good ones out of the bad, but can never be understanding enough to accept all races & religion. "Azceltranism? Bad!" Ok I have to fake a religion name here beacuse adults nowadays are just not mature enough to use their heart. There's a little tense atmosphere in the world now regarding religious issues. Somehow there were some translation errors because these people who eavesdropped on God mis-intepreted his message. You know how when you eavesdrop on people, you tend to hear the things you want them to say? It's a sort of delusion that happens when you are desperate. So they go around saying Heaven has too many free parking lots & are waiting for people to fill them up. There are so many tour guides from Hell nowadays, bringing people on a one-way trip to Neverland.

We can never blame ourselves for being discriminating. Most of the time, they are just cases of coincidence. Your own fart will always smell good to yourself & smell like - well, shitty - to others. So if you are a Chinese & grew up smelling burning temple incense, you'll not get used to other smells like Indian types of incense. The Hindus would not like our musky incense smell either. Or the smell of rubbish. It is just a matter of familiarity, not discrimination.

But you should scold yourself should you blurt out crude social jokes like "I can't see them in the dark..." or "That banana man...". Unless you have allergic response to the visual reception of certain range of visible electromagnetic spectrum (means colour), there is just no excuse to discriminate skin colour.

Although we come from different origins, we drank from the same source of water, & grew up in the same kampongs. To reap the benefits of our homeland, we have to be part of the family. This identity of being Singaporean is still standing strong against the fight against terrorism & religious discrimination. However, to say just this would be doing the world a great injustice. What good is keeping Singapore strong & united while the rest of the world falls apart? We need a common global identity that will bind humanity together once more, before it was shaken apart by the fall of the Giants.

& this common identity we are finding soon, as globalisation brings along the intricate fabrication of interdependence among countries & people, races & religions. Violence has rocked this underlying tripping stone of globalisation to the surface, and it is the only, & also possibly opportune time, to solve it once & for all. Only have we resolve this long outstanding issue can we evolve to the next level of wisdom in humanity's lifeline.

& then can we truly experience the coming of the 2nd Space Age, where African astronauts will fly with Japanese astronauts on a space capsule, controlled by U.S. ground command, to our finally completed space station, where Black & Australian astronauts are having a good meal of freeze-dried pasta, & the British on standby on deck to welcome them. They will then greet the alien's welcoming message with much enthusiasm & truthfulness, "Greetings, Earthlings (regardless of race, creed & religion)".

06 March 2006

Bloggie, Don't Be Jealous

I'm over with my new blog design. There's nothing more difficult compared to writing a good essay, than to invent the writing paper. Use music score sheets for multi-layered plots? If it ain't broke... yeah we know. Your neighbour's house probably has not even gathered dust when he moved away. The clothes in the wardrobe long forgotten may be broken in fashion, but definitely not in functionality.

This blog's not broken; it just needs updating. I was almost completed on my next design when everything just broke down, because I just lost my trail of inspiration. I had a rough idea but I didn't see the end of the whole thing. I will need some strong inspirations to give me a clear defined picture, if I'm ever going to complete anything. I just didn't have enough time this weekend to find that inspiration.

A trip down old Tampines Road to Pasir Ris/Changi would have been fine, & a stroll down Changi Beach Park would be sure to bring out some fond memories. But alas, it's the March mare madness; someone's having exam stress. & I'm flying off soon, 3/4 more weekends. I'll be going to a place further than Moon, because you won't be able to see me. We can only look up into the nightsky & see the astronauts up there playing hide & seek with Chang Er.

Come & spend more time with me, baby... I'll miss you. No more excuses staying home to invent a new blog layout, the inspiration is out there with you. =]

Food For Thought

How To Cook Instant Noodles

1. Measure about 500-600ml of water and bring to boil.
2. Immerse cake of noodles into pot. Cover up & let it simmer. Wait for 2-3 minutes.
3. Add seasoning & let it simmer for another 1 minute.
4. Add one egg & cover up. Simmer for 30 seconds and serve.

The Part That Most Cookbooks Don't Have

1. Don't worry if your add too much water. Let it simmer for a longer time after you add the seasoning so more water will evaporate. The noodles will gain more flavour this way too.
2. Make sure the noodles are soft. If not, stir gently & separate the strands only after it has simmered. Breaking the cake immediately after it is submerged will break up the strands of the noodle.
3. Simmer longer for more taste. You may add sesame oil or other seasonings to replace the included packet of seasoning.
4. Simmering will spread the egg evenly. For better effects, stir in a quick circular motion after simmer to beat the egg thoroughly.

Honestly, cookbooks should cut down on lies like "It's so easy you can make your own pasta in 5 minutes", & include more "What If"s. "What if I don't eat pork?" "You can substitute with chicken , but remember to cut down cooking time by 10 minutes." "What if I added too much water?" "Cut down on the veg next, they release moisture when cooked."

That would have saved my first time in the kitchen, when I had to run down to the provision shop with floured hands. Who knows, it may even save marriages somewhere around the world. So remember to include a worst-case scenario section in your cookbook the next time, you might even make it to the chart for "New York's Bestseller".

03 March 2006

Your Disco Needs You

Let's take the obvious path
& not wind around like a scarf
Beat the bush to the red light
Don't run around with a kite
There's no time for that
Or some kit-kat
Break it up
Drop the wassup
It's never downwards from now on
It's all the way up from the break of dawn
The day is waiting

Now someone compose some dance music to go with that... Sounds like some cheesy stuff, haha. Been hooked on a few favourites these days, [Sorry - Madonna], [Everytime We Touch - Cascada]... Haven't heard good dance music on radio these days. Just the music to get your body moving & forget about everything. It's different from rock music, where you rage & wage all your anger. Dance music just tranquilise your body & make you numb, leaving the worried world behind. Express yourself freely without any societal pressure. There is no society & rules, just dance on. Ecstacy. Wail... wail... wail...

Well, it does sound kind of illegal stuff, so you have a wanted dancing man with a doggie hi-fi in Xelibri's advertisements. Cute classic stuff.

01 March 2006

Confessions of a Dangerous Mind

It's been 2 years & I have been through the thick & thin of army dazing, yet I still can't forget about her. From the likes of banana-man & yellow G-string, a suave crooner & a rock star, she stands out. How hot can one get? She's got the attitude & the body, & she has the rare commodity called intelligence. Spiky speech, 有想法!~ Wahh... ok I feel a pinch coming on my piglet ears. I admit, 2 years on & I still visit her Friendster profile, on a quite regular basis. Haha. I wish for the day I regain my societal freedom & meet her on the streets one day. Say "Hi?" Just one of those people that you want to see in real life, because you know the person you really want to meet is the real McCoy behind all the photos & fanfare, whose real personality shines brighter than her idol identity.

Go Collapse a Star.

It's a lonely world out there.
Putting the key in, you plug into emptiness.
You can't pluck up your courage; carnage is raging on mute.
Fire crackles, fear screams, but neither of which you can hear.
The sound of void is more deafening & overwhelming than any of that.

The one silent click of the lock shatters all dreams & a rush of darkness to your head.
Mr. Nobody pushes the creak of the door into a wide howling gap.
In front of you lies a land of wasted identity
Of homogeneity, improbability, inexplicability, excruciatingly, hopelessly, aimlessly, forcefully, condemned.

Chopped, Killed, & Sighed. Honestly, just (put your longest finger here for fingerprint recognition) the whole damn world, like I care how wide it is.